I feel like sleeping is the only thing worth doing now.
What’s the point in trying, in living?
I don’t see myself benefiting from anything in this life…
No words could even come close to expressing this sickness I have.
It’s time to go.
So, I was in a better mood today. Now that the day is practically over on my side of the globe, that mood has started to downshift…always happens. But! I’m trying to not let myself go to far into that slump. I had a good day!
Psych exam went well, got back my Euro History Essay Exam (say that five times fast) and was pleased to receive and 85%! And then we watched Wuthering Heights! (1970 version) Well, as much as we could fit into what was left of the class. But wow! What a great movie. I own the book, but have never had the time to actually sit down and read it. I don’t know, just watching the movie…it put me in a good mood for some reason. I mean, it’s sad. It really tugs on your heartstrings! But I guess I like that kind of thing…it made me think: I will never marry simply for the security of my future. I would rather be with someone who is dirt poor if we’re madly in love, than to settle for a man with a bank account. I mean, really, if it gets that bad, my soul mate and I can just go live in a field somewhere with sheep or something and just live off the land. Life would be much simpler that way….
OK, ranting, ranting. I’m off to go finish this movie now. Cheers!
To anyone who reads my (all of 2!) blogs, which I’m sure is maybe one, let me just say that I am most likely bipolar (no concrete evidence yet), and my moods will change abruptly from one day to the next. I obsess daily about random things that I am interested in, which of course change from one hour to the next. So, if you happen to be obsessed with one or more of the things that I also squee over, feel free to chat me up about it! I’ll most likely type your ear off with excessive capitalization and loud punctuation marks. ^.~
I’d also like to say that I (to apply an overused phrase) love meeting new people!
I need some new friends…hehe. T.T
OK, enough of all that. Shall we commence?
It’s so much easier to hate you.
I missed your call and when I tried to ring you back
You said ‘Why do you even call me?’
Your shallow mind sickens me to the very core
Stupidity is your best friend
Go fuck your ego
Leave me in pieces